Dear Friends,
I feel really glad sharing my wonderful experience of Amarnath Yatra 2013 through this post. Many of the fellow visitors of the group including my sister has been describing the journey as Hardship. I would like to tell you all readers that the true meaning of life and proper understanding of FAITH, DEDICATION and DETERMINATION was obtained to me through this journey. Each pit stop of the journey gave me an opportunity to realize the purity of nature. We were climbing one of the highest peak of the nation having scarce utilities. In many moments, it was realisation of a thin separator between life and death, crudeness and purity, selfishness and selflessness. Yes, I realised that human does not dwell upon the necessities which are always hunted for survival. Succession to the Amarnath cave was just like succession in our life towards our origin. We all know that we have been challenged by many hurdles and setbacks in our life. Some of the darkest truths of our life have been courageously gulped by us just like Shiv gulped the poison came from the age old Samudra Manthan. The strong feeling evoked that the nature is taking care, pampering me at my every footstep. This feeling became stronger when I let myself go in nature's arms. I really was been shown at every scene the beauty of earth, which seem so far but it had shown footprints of climbers and wanderers. The journey took me inside to an unfolded path where I never went just because I cared too much about by existence. I cared so much that I feared to step on the path jammed with clay. But I somehow was told that I was no different from this clay and will be the same. I was made to seek nature as my counterpart. At some places of this journey I was gasping. The air could be devoid of the necessary oxygen. But it was incredible to know that how a body can still make life possible although it lacks its necessity. It came to me unsaid that if we surrender ourselves we can cross our own barriers and will stay in momentum that will bring more compassion to flow in and out. As I progressed I was sure that the part of the road, part of the air, part of the sight witnessed by me were all forms of one creator. I gradually started feeling oneness in all the diverse emotions. It was a mix of pain, soothe, stress and serenity. I sought Shiv in its every possible form. As if he's saying, "You might forget me in this emotional and physical turbulence but I will never leave you alone in your journey". I started feeling my Heart where Shiv exists as I came closer to the mouth of cave. It was crowded for Darshan. The gasp and the palpitations were the stairs and the railings to the destiny. I was able to see the Frozen in time Shivling and every hardship felt in my flesh was like taken over as an offering and I felt blessed with all my vitals normalized. A question I asked to the ocean of compassion that, is all this necessary to see you, to seek you ? all this pain, all the hardship, kissing death like experiences....is it really necessary ? As the ocean always showers on the thirsty, an answer peeped inside my anxious mind..."This is not for me, this is for you. It is you who wish to learn from me and so the lessons come ... You come here for me ...but I am not here ... I am in every touched and untouched part of your environment....I was never here....but you found me here....just like I found myself in your heart...
I was overwhelmed with tears rolled and felt once again that the waters of ocean came out to see my eyes, as if to make sure that my eyes were bearing a clear vision.
I wish everyone to have this experience which is no less than Amaratva (immortality).
See you !!
I feel really glad sharing my wonderful experience of Amarnath Yatra 2013 through this post. Many of the fellow visitors of the group including my sister has been describing the journey as Hardship. I would like to tell you all readers that the true meaning of life and proper understanding of FAITH, DEDICATION and DETERMINATION was obtained to me through this journey. Each pit stop of the journey gave me an opportunity to realize the purity of nature. We were climbing one of the highest peak of the nation having scarce utilities. In many moments, it was realisation of a thin separator between life and death, crudeness and purity, selfishness and selflessness. Yes, I realised that human does not dwell upon the necessities which are always hunted for survival. Succession to the Amarnath cave was just like succession in our life towards our origin. We all know that we have been challenged by many hurdles and setbacks in our life. Some of the darkest truths of our life have been courageously gulped by us just like Shiv gulped the poison came from the age old Samudra Manthan. The strong feeling evoked that the nature is taking care, pampering me at my every footstep. This feeling became stronger when I let myself go in nature's arms. I really was been shown at every scene the beauty of earth, which seem so far but it had shown footprints of climbers and wanderers. The journey took me inside to an unfolded path where I never went just because I cared too much about by existence. I cared so much that I feared to step on the path jammed with clay. But I somehow was told that I was no different from this clay and will be the same. I was made to seek nature as my counterpart. At some places of this journey I was gasping. The air could be devoid of the necessary oxygen. But it was incredible to know that how a body can still make life possible although it lacks its necessity. It came to me unsaid that if we surrender ourselves we can cross our own barriers and will stay in momentum that will bring more compassion to flow in and out. As I progressed I was sure that the part of the road, part of the air, part of the sight witnessed by me were all forms of one creator. I gradually started feeling oneness in all the diverse emotions. It was a mix of pain, soothe, stress and serenity. I sought Shiv in its every possible form. As if he's saying, "You might forget me in this emotional and physical turbulence but I will never leave you alone in your journey". I started feeling my Heart where Shiv exists as I came closer to the mouth of cave. It was crowded for Darshan. The gasp and the palpitations were the stairs and the railings to the destiny. I was able to see the Frozen in time Shivling and every hardship felt in my flesh was like taken over as an offering and I felt blessed with all my vitals normalized. A question I asked to the ocean of compassion that, is all this necessary to see you, to seek you ? all this pain, all the hardship, kissing death like experiences....is it really necessary ? As the ocean always showers on the thirsty, an answer peeped inside my anxious mind..."This is not for me, this is for you. It is you who wish to learn from me and so the lessons come ... You come here for me ...but I am not here ... I am in every touched and untouched part of your environment....I was never here....but you found me here....just like I found myself in your heart...
I was overwhelmed with tears rolled and felt once again that the waters of ocean came out to see my eyes, as if to make sure that my eyes were bearing a clear vision.
I wish everyone to have this experience which is no less than Amaratva (immortality).
See you !!
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